Well, hm… i actually ask myself why i have to express my feelings, my hopes and my wishes to a person i love, if she/he demands it.
Of course, it would be a favour.
We often quarrel and fight about these and that,
sometimes it would be a relief to know each other thoughts and expectations.
However, am I the only human being on this earth having difficulties expressing myself?
It is maybe ridculously, but for me, open up my mind has the same meaning as someone would tell to jump off a scyscraper without dying.
Since I feel pity not to do anything I tried and plucked up all my courage.
Lookee here, I made it.
Did our disputes end? No.
Did something changed? No.
Honestly, i do not expect the person to change by offering my thoughts.
It only feels bad to be aware of that words can not alter anything.
To sum up, is there even a predominant reason to go through hell in order to stuck or is it more comfortable to linger there, without having all that cardiac pain by trying to express myself….?